I’m Ok now

hi there , … i wanna tell you my story about depression, disullusion and solid twisted mind . when i was 20 , i realized that nothing has sence . well , at the beginning it was making me worry … worry about myself, about future, etc . … everyday my thoughts were telling me ”do something! find something!” … but i just didn’t know what . i was like waiting for a miracle ( that never really comes ) …. then i accept it , alright – nothing has sence , nothing is worth enough to give a shit about …. and on this point … i started thinking completely different . i got nothing , i am nothing and what’s important the most – that’s what i can NEVER LOSE . no-one’s gonna bereave me this . i will never lose the nothingness – no matter what happen , no matter where i go , i HAVE THIS CERTAINTY . nothing is important . so i found a new religion in nothingness . i am not waiting for anything now , because i know it is already here, my friends . this is life . you gonna live , or you gonna die – – – – – – – – – point of view is just what matters .