My Heart bleed I post again

    I use to be afraid to die .

 How foolish was I.

 I was stupid & young I loved life ,and people I was loved…I think .

I’m not afraid to die just of how I will I hope im asleep if I don’t kill my own self maybe drink some poison, right before I go to bed it be peaceful no pain no cry’s but where would I go heaven or hell , would I be a Angel or a demon.

 How I wish I was loved maybe I’d wanna live if I was herd and not ignored .

They all I think im cheerful but if they really knew me they’d know the truth It finally hit me , this year im not doing well at hidden my depression I was told I don’t ever look happy , and I’ve been ask what’s wrong words I never hear from people in school.

 Some one save me from this darkness and land of demons and coldness , please any one just hold me I want to live only so I’ll go to heaven I’d shoot the trigger If I had a gun , I’d step of the chair if I had a noose, I’d slide it from my left ear to my right ear if I had a Sharp Knife.

 I want Heaven I crave Heaven I feel heaven I dream Heaven .

 

 Jasmine Nicole C******