I can’t stop cutting.
I do every other day and I just can’t stop.
and I can’t just do it only one or two
I have two 10 or 20 cuts sometimes even more at a time.
I love the feeling. It gives me so much adrenaline.
And when I see the blood, my blood, it just makes me feel so much better.
People say cutting doesn’t solve anything, and maybe it doesn’t.
But it makes me feel like I’m in a whole different world for awhile, like nothing in this world even matters.
It’s just me and my cuts. I love the feeling.
I crave it, it’s an addiction like no other.
Just writing about it makes my heart skip a beat.
It’s the best thing I feel like.
Just feeling the blade go across my skin.
I love the feeling.
Call me crazy, I don’t care.
But it doesn’t make my problems worse, it just seems like it freezes them.
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I completely agree. My only problem with cutting is my parents routine check and my almost need of stitches… How long have you been at it?
about two years. and yeah my parents did that too. i just had to convince them I don’t do it anymore.
I tried. But they wouldn’t listen. Where do you cut yourself? And how deep? Sorry, but none of my friends do it, and I actually find cutting fascinating.
mmmm I agree 200% on this, I feel the exact same way, there is no feeling like self infliction, nothing compares, and nothing else suffices.
I feel the same way and started again my dad stopped checking my wrists and legs awhile back when he believed that i was back to being “normal” I cut deep enough to have blood flow out of them. I love to watch my blood run out of my body it soothes me. It makes me feel in control of something in my life
I’ve had my own mother walk in on my while cutting(and smearing the blood all over my stomach, because it’s sticky) …and she thought I was doing a satanic ritual(funny house of catholics)
You have to find a good hiding place for the cuts, like your ankles, boy friends never liked the cutting, so I hid them under socks.
I usually do it on my thighs, every so often I’ll do my wrists since it’s cold outside and I can hide it with long sleeves, but usually on my thighs. I’ve cut my stomach a couple times. In the summer it’s a real ***** because you can’t really do it anywhere and not have it show. And I have to have my skin cut in two, if I don’t do that I feel like I didn’t do my job.
I used to only on my wrists but then my parents found out because I wore long sleeves all the time. So I turned to my thighs and shoulders. I do it deep enough to have blood flowing down my leg or arm. Have you guys ever tried to stop?
ehh i guess so, i mean for awhile i just didn’t do it for months. but i never tried reallly hard to quit that bad i guess.
I agree I love feeling to.
I really want to go back to it and I have been think of it a lot.
I have been looking for some to say its ok you can do it I wont be mad
One of the most romantic experiences that can not be described.
I smiled & felt genuinely happy for the first time in my entire life when I got the perfect flow the first time..
I bought a Catheter tube and vacationer needles to stick straight into my medial vein, as cutting does not get me a good enough satisfactory bleed anymore.
i am saving it for a big occasion, and then to do an artery next,
i just want to bleed constantly!, and just stand there on white sheets,,,
Also a word of advice, that one should be careful not to accidentally cut any ligaments nerves or tendons ,
as one can lose mobility and sensation in the hands or fingers etc.
these have to be surgically attached again too. which makes one have to face the questioning the interrogations and so forth.
i will post pictures of it on this site when i do it.
Sounds interesting. They sell those online?
O.o