my nightmare is that i’m going to die alone. unfortunately, it seems like my life is headed in that direction. the last years of schooling is suppose to be the time when you’ll find your spouse and have that fear disappear, or at least delay that feeling a few more years. I haven’t found mine yet, and I don’t have much time. But I’m not as scared of it anymore; i’m just starting to accept it and start on that cat collection.
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I’m looking forward to the same miserable future. I hope for goodness sake that at least YOU find someone to have a loving, intimate relationship with. I don’t expect to though…
my parents did not find each other until after college. don’t rush love, it will find you if you love openly and be yourself
whenever I act like myself, people run away. no one really accepts me unless I’m putting on this face that I was forced to put on for my whole life. everyone knows that face, but not me. so no one will really love me. they will only love that mask