thats fucking awful, noone should have to go through what you’ve gone through. They should be reported no matter how hard it is for you, at the end of the day it might stop them from doing it to someone again in the future…

And despite what people think, weed can really get a grip on you especially when you’re depressed. Im 22 and have smoked skunk heavily since I was about 14, on average about a 20 bag a day, I quit about 6 months ago and it does help somewhat in getting your head back together, so Id recommend just stopping blazing fullstop (ciggs are ok tho! one step at a time)

Well although theres no way I could possibly understand what you’ve been through, don’t kill yourself. Its just not worth it, you can’t let those fuckers win. You should try and ween yourself off the weed, perhaps seek some counselling, move out, shit even get a job long enough to buy a plane ticket somewhere and just dissappear somewhere that noone knows you. Only when you’ve exhausted every last possibility should you think about suicide.

I hope you don’t go through with it, if you want someone to talk to, or just to listen then drop me an e-mail. Call me a hypocrite but Im considering suicide too, but I wd like to talk to other ppl around my age about life etc (as most of the people on here seem to be straight men going thru a mid life crysis).

But yeh im amazingraisin@hotmail.co.uk , drop me a msg if u fancy talking to someone 🙂