What do I have to do?
What do I have to do to make you understand that you *have* to stop fighting with me?
I’ve been telling you for years now that this is killing me, but you continue to fight and pick and push.
I really do have to kill myself, don’t I. That’s the only way to make you leave me alone, isn’t it.
I don’t want to kill myself. I want to be happy, but God doesn’t want me to be happy, so I never will be.
I cannot live like this anymore.
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can i be your friend? 🙂
I know it’s hard now but ones ur out of there it will get better
and what is that person doing
These words were once mine.
You don’t have to end your life to get away from anyone. Just stay away from them or maybe even tell the police or someone else that could help keep them away. It doesn’t have to end with death.
If you’re in a position to where you can’t leave, then distance yourself emotionally, block them out. I have this one trick that might help, let them yell at you, and try to start a fight, but just sit there really take a look at them, think about how rediculous they look and are being, make them your secret little inside joke to yourself. It helps me a lot. If it’s a boyfriend then leave the first chance you get. If it’s parents then like I said, make them into a joke. Cuz that’s what it sounds like they’re being.
Plus it’s satisfying when you let a tiny smile or giggle slip out and they have no idea what for. The jerk always gets the most paranoid. It gives you the upper hand for once.