He sat there crying because he couldn’t help me. I couldn’t even comfort him wl enough. I really am useless and pathetic. I might as well just go get it done now. Why wait any longer? I was already rejected by te school I pinned so much on. Already a dissapointment.
25 comments
25 comments
no dont go
lets talk plz
Remember I told you about the pang things I get? It won’t stop. A lot of stuff is happening now and it’s not good. Im jut trying not to lose it right now, okay. I don’t know what to do
ya
well talking about it can help
you can open up to me
and know i am not fake like she says i am ok
I know.
God I can’t even cry now. It hurts.
i am sorry
if you can tell me whats going on in some details (if you want to. it can help)
There’s a guy whos been trying to help me but I Just can’t seem o be helped to the degree he wants. Today he wad crying because he felt he was useless because he wouldn’t help or always stop me and his other friends all the time. Intriednto comfort him but I could barely help. Even when he’s done so much. He says if I die he will to. I don’t want that to happen. He has to take care of his brother and sister.
Damn. Too much it happening it’s like a big chain reaction
I feel trapped nd scared.
Iwanttocut 🙁
By school, do you mean university?
well that is good that you have someone
and it looks like he is showing you that he cares about you and wants you to be safe.
and plz dont cut i want to but i cant plz dont hug
No…
I’m sorry. That’s a very common mistake even if we were to meet in person. I’m younger than you think.
Sucks
I know you don’t wantt me to
And I know he wants to show he cares
But that makes it so difficult i don’t know. 🙁
Okay. I’ll try not to tonight
sometimes it feels even harder when you have someone who cares. Especially if they say they’ll hurt themselves if you do… its like you are living for them..(well i think that is what you mean, could be completely wrong!)
But don’t tonight. Especially if you are so young…(not that older people should)
ya i know how you feel.
and thats good
i have a friend like that
i cant tell you what i think but keep him close.
and if he wants help helping you let him know he can talk to me
SG
Thanks for trying to understand. And you are kind of right. In a sence I do live for him sometimes.
Sucks
I met him on a website where I put my writing. He’s older. A poet. And sure I’ll tell him. Another thing bothering me is my friend. She’s bulimic….
ya i am not bulimic but i do have a eating disorder. i am sorry if she scares you just try and talk to her and let her know how u feel
already tired of life
go the fuck away stop messing with people.
I already told her. She won’t stop. She did before. I hoped her. But now it’s not working. She ignores me.
why
🙁 angered confrontation and contentiousness is what will kill ALL OF US.
So please stop it. Both of you.
I don’t get why one hates the other. You both are upset and have troubles so why make things worse. Just try to do something to help maybe.
:'(
I don’t know why she ignores me. But it’s hurts to know she doesn’t seem to care what I think about this anymore.
I’m sorry sucks. Can’t not do it tonight after all.
no plz hold on
just dont cut do something else
Like what?!
it’s driving me mad.
You don’t wanna cut urself u just need some type of release cutting only makes it worse my sister cut for almost 20years and she recently committed suicide I found her blogs on this site if u need anyone 2 talk to I’m free all the time I might only be 20 years old but iv been around and I know talking helps alot to release 🙂
Mikey
…..your so similar to him; Name, age, kindness.
🙂 thank you