Happened again. I was pushed beyond the breaking point and I broke.
For breaking, I’ve been pushed, once again.
This is the same scenario God has put me into, over and over and over again.
I don’t have a choice — I have to kill myself. It’s the only way God will ever stop fighting with me.
I wish I had the guts to kill myself.
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What’s happened?
I feel like I’m always fighting with God too.
That’s why I don’t believe in catholicism anymore. I feel bad to say it but if living now is hell, I wonder what actual hell would feel like.