Why is life so damn redundant? So repetative? Stuck with endless dailey routines and crazy schedules that were forced upon us at birth. I’m a 20 year old Female soldier, married, and  in the U.S Army, I work as an 31B which is an MP. I’ve seen shit most haven’t before I joined working for the Volunteer Fire Department in my hometown. I’m just sick and tired of being sick and tired. I can’t wake up in the morning for myself anymore, I now wake up for other people becuase it’s too damn depressing to do shit for myself anymore. I’m sorry for who I am and for who I’ve become. This bullet is the calibur to my fatal end.
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What caliber would you recommend for me? Live in PA and don’t have a license to own a gun but curious to know what would work well.
life is a routine because we made it that way, but the youth can change the future of this world so it doesnt have to be so dull and cruel, there is still time for change
I was in the army for 6 years, active duty, got deployed, and now that I am a civilian no one gives a shit, I wish I never got out, but I got married to a soldier so I was an army wife, but when my husband got back from Iraq, he went crazy, and we ended up divorced. I would give anything to get that life I had back, but now I’m screwed, I know how you feel.