Hi its me again im 13 and i wanna die it doesnt matter what method i just wanna die i was so suicidal in school today i just wanted to kill myself in the bathroom i made this comment to the same boy that was makin fun of my grade in science and i see no life ahead of me i just wanna leave if u wanna help u can try but i dont think anythings gonna work right now
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i saw no life ahead of me and now im a scdal adult 23 with no present or future in sight. its tough your young so i cant tell you to off your self….. suicide is a 50/50 thing it works or not. suicide attempts happen some times more then success. if you do die maybe write something first that you find meaning in anything draw maybe no one has to see it could be yours to live by. well lifes full of hell try not to get caught.
I think you should wait until you’re like 18-21. While at 13, you can dramatically change your life and become happy if you really try and have someone to help you.
Grades… they don’t really matter much in high school. Seriously. Even if you get all A’s in everything, if you don’t have the money to go to a good university and don’t do well on the SATs, it’s all a waste. Even if you join a sport, take AP and honors classes, win awards every single freaking year, it does swat. It’s all about money nowadays.
I’ll still be around for awhile… until my due date, I’ll help you and be there for you if you want. I’ll listen to your problems and do what I can to help you. Just let me know.
Normally I would help with suicide methods but I can’t condone helping a young child such as yourself end your life so soon.
Your young darling, maybe things will brighten up in a few years. Why not give life another try? If you ever need someone to talk to, I can give you my email if you want.
I’m 15 almost 16, i know exactly how you feel. No one can tell you that you’re to young to be feeling this way or too young to die.
Just like adults, teenagers are just as depressed and suicidal. What happens if it isn’t just a phase, what if this depression is longterm and haunts us for the rest of our lives? No one wants to look back and remember their teenage years as years of cutting yourself, crying yourself to sleep and wanting to die on a daily basis.
Hi. You’re only 13. Please give up the idea of suicide. You haven’t even gone to high school yet. I was bullied too in elementary school, but high school was really good. Things could turn around for you. Please tell a teacher or counselor how you’re feeling. Please don’t hurt yourself.
@ LittleMissNobody-why would you have that as an ID…who taught you to feel that way about yourself cause it didn’t come from you!!!
What if….what if, what if anything. If you truly want to feel better than you do, YOU have to write down and focus on what you want.
If you were brought up in a dysfunctional family, I can gurantee that is a huge part of why things have gone off the rails for you and for this lovely 13 yr old gal….If it was time, you would not be reading this. Reality bites, but it’s all we got to inform us as to where we are at. have you talked to anyone? Suicide is not a fad, and you’re thinking about things that are too serious. Why did you have to grow up so fast, what’s goin on with your family?
Can you dig deep and strengthen yourself so you’re not hurt by what other’s say?..just a question. A big part of depression is suppressed anger….find out what you’re angry about, and don’t be scared to be angry….it’s an energy that will help you get through depression. When you get in touch with it….feel it…don’t suppress it, cause that’s what’s got you down….hopefully once you’ve done that, the process will guide you the rest of the way…hope you can find a good couselor or support group.
You have to care for yourself and not abandon yourself….Take care.
@softsoul: My ID is LittleMissNobody because i used to somebody. Somebody that used to have dreams, aspirations and potential. Somebody that used to be normal, loved and that strongly believed anyone who would even contemplate suicide was selfish because of the effect that it has on their loved ones. Then my parents decided that i didn’t fit into their so called perfect world, that i wasn’t the perfect child they desired. So the decided to try and mould my personality and try and change me into something i wasn’t. After years of failed attempts, they just gave up and starting neglecting and shunning me in the hope that i would reform and become the perfect child. Now i’m stuck in a position where i’m unable to become emancipated, the only time i’m permitted to leave the house is for school and my parents ignore me and always emphasize their anger at God for giving them a child like me.
Thank-you for writing to me though, it makes me feel better to know someone actually cares, but in the end the situation i’m in is unchangeable. <3
i really need to talk to someonne rite now cuz this is not working could u all or some of u give me your email addresses please