So the nicotine patches haven’t arrived yet so i thinking about something else. Things have just gotten outright worst this week and there is nothing I can do but end it at this point.
So can someone please quickly tell me about the h2s method . I’d really like to do it and have read that it’s just mixing of household products. But what are these products??? I’ve read bleach and ammonia or bleach and toilet cleaner but what exactly is it??? I saw new stories about people who have died this way And the reporters mentioned that the products were common household products someone could buy in a store but wouldn’t say what products. Please tell me what it is I literally need to know.
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Hi hani are you okay we were worried about you?
Your still hear that’s so good ppl have been email you
sorry I can’t tell you anything about it
@crying I saw the post thanks for caring guys but no thongs haven’t gotten alot worse for me too much to explain and is unfixable so
Please help me with this I really want to end it but what are the products for the h2s method??? Is it bleach and ammonia or bleach and toilet cleaner or what products are the deadly ones when mixed ? Please let me know now
Hun do you really wanna do this maybe you just need someone to talk to?
Ya you can always talk to us
Please I know someone knows something about it I really need to end it and know what goes in it
what household products are you not supposed to mix??
Please No you need someone to talk to I’ve done that ! Please if you guys want to help me then PLEASE help me with this .
I looked into the h2s method aka (japanes detergent suicide) cause alot of people are using that method these days and thats why i wanted a partner cause i dont have a car and i dont know exactly what to buy or how much so i wanted someone to help me but im not having much luck in finding anyone. Do some more research on it cause it can go wrong if you dont mix the right things or the right amount you can get very sick or even brain damaged from breathing it the poisonious gas. Also you have to do it in a confined space like a car or a small sealed up room or cupboard but you gotta be careful cause it can seep through and make alot of innocent people very sick and if you did it in a car you have to put signs up for the people that find you so you dont hurt them. If you look up people who have killed themselves that way you’ll see in the pictures that they have put up signs and the rescures have special outfits on cause its a very deadly gas so be careful dont muck around with stuff like that. Do some more research on it to make sure that if you did do it you get it right.
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I know I read about those cases and will do it in a concealed place but what is the mixing of these products?? What are the products they said they were HOUSEHOLD products but just wouldn’t say what they were. So what are they ? Bleach and ammonia or bleach and toilet cleaner ?? I need to know what it is. I mean will that kill you?
Oh and i hate the thought of ending up on the news. Suicide pacts always end up on the news
Idk exactly what your supposed to use and how much. I know im a hypocrite cause i wanna do it too but i really wish you wouldnt and your not alone you have all of us. And you might screw it up or make all your family very sick
Please no don’t do it . I’ve already made up my mind and need this way out ! Please someone tell me what to mix and inhale .
Idk just be careful maybe look online some more. What happened with the whole patch thing?
Hani3 no.don’t.please.
Shipping was supposed to come Thursday but it’s late and yeah I can’t wait on that any longer. Im panicking at this point I need to die somehow very fast and I’ve looked online but it’s hard to pinpoint what to use.
At this Im so desperate that I’m just thinking about drinking enough bleach to get me out. It’s so frustrating I just want to end it already.
Why do you have to order them? Im pretty sure they sell them everywhere here where i live. I dont think the whole patch thing is a good idea i looked it up and it sounds a bit shit and if you order the patches they might send you dodgy ones
Chill Why you killin your self for missed your post?
@crying yeah true and idk why though
And blackqwert it’s too much to explain but everything is gone wrong like completely wrong !
I can’t chill cause of my situation.
I just need to end it and might drink like a cup of bleach or something cause everything is to hard
How old are you?
Omg do not do the bleach thing it will badly burn your throat and you’ll get heaps sick
I want it to end to.but I’m trying to pull through.just….try.please
Nikki your having a bad day chill. talk about it?
Hani i understand i really wanna end it too im still talking to the guy with the ******** but please hun just hang on!
19, it’s all I have left to do though I’m going to try and drink like a cup full and have that kill me since it’s past the lethal dose. I need a way out like you guys don’t understand I’m done there is no not doing it or committing at this point
I really want to end it too
Nikki your 15 right?
Yes….blackqwert
Promise you will post before you die.post the minute before you drink it.please
No dont bloody drink it its a bad idea!
please don’t drink bleach. It’s going to make everything worse, it’ll burn, your body will try and reject it via uncontrollable vomiting, and you’ll end up in the hospital for weeks. and the h2s method, if done correctly enough to kill you, will probably knock out and damage the person to find you when the fumes get released. I understand needing to go, but these two methods aren’t the way.
Shit i mean hani3. Hani wait think about it
that’s a very painfull way out.
I have less painful ways.but I will not share.
Blackqwert why did you wana know my age?
Hani i was really desperate like you are now and i tried to hang myself then started taking meds again but dont get me wrong i still wanna do it im just trying to work out how and when and i dont wanna screw it up just hang on you dont wanna get this wrong you’ll be worse off
Don’t give him/her ideas!
Cause curious
And crying.you will NOT die
Okay blackwert?
I know but it’s all that I have left I honestly don’t want to live like this anymore. I’m sure a cup full of like clorox beleach can kill me in a hour
I wasnt im just telling her what happened with me and that i feel the same i didnt tell her to go hang herself
So.it was an ideaaa.
And hani….noooo
I dont wanna live like this or be here either but i also dont wanna rush it and screw it up
Just….try to pull through.I will help you both!!
Hani did you maybe wanna email deep abyss and talk to him are you’s close?
That’s right rush it your prob fuck it up think about it. Take time
plan it.
I know what I want to do.
What?
It will be in scool though.
I will bring a rope to school.from the second floor.I will tellmy best friend I love her.and jump
No one kill them self
hani3 can’t u move out
or start a new
go to a beach and relax for a wile have so fun
I’m going to do it Fuck my life sorry for the language but I just want to die people keep using and abusing me I don’t even know what it feels like to have hope I ducked up my life big time and just want to die. Everyone in my life is upset with me and doesn’t give a damn about me. So DONT tell not to do it I’m done as can be. And it may hurt to do this but I’m already in alot of pain as a person so it doesn’t even matter
Omg is this my fault cause i brought up the hanging thing sorry i shouldnt of said anything but i didnt say it to give people ideas and its not like people dont already know about commiting suicide by hanging its like the most common way
But hani it probably wont work
I care.post before you do whatever your going to do.please!
So why you killin your self
for? you love your best friend that’s
cool.
Crying….I was planing on doing that for a while.
She doesn’t love me
Are you buy?
yes.I thought you knew.
read my posts.there are more reasons…
Hani we love you! (hug) I dont know what to say and its kinda strange trying to talk someone outta doin what you wanna do yourself
Don’t do it
your find some one
life’s can be hard
some time’s
Yes I love u too
🙂 have you tryied getting out of the situation
I try to save others….never works:/
And no. One will like me.I’m an ugly bi chick
Hani, I really think you should wait, and at least plan it. An unplanned and spur of the moment attempt will most likely fail. and then you may be subject to brain damage. @ nikki, love is a fickle thing, I’ve been in your shoes, and if you need to talk let me know and I’ll shoot you my email.
..I just hate never being loved that’s all.
Well that’s not my story.but part of it.
I’m just going to fill up a bottled water with it and just drink I need to get out of this life
Tell us before you do!
Hey will you talk to me I can try and help
and try and move out you still have things waiting for you in life
I don’t think she wants vhelp
Don’t wait relax.
Find some one to talk to
counsellor use your cell.
@nikki, you will be loved, I know it’s hard to belive, I felt that way once too, but open hearts and open minds really do make it easier for people to get in. maybe move on from your best friend, see someone else. it’ll help, I promise. @ hani, please please please not bleach. there’s better ways to do it.
@excuses what other ways what other household poisons can I take to die I have no other options at this point. I just want to die
I won’t be loved.I’m to ugly
are you sure household poisons are the way to go? they’re highly inefficient and they can harm others, and not just psychologically. Maybe consider other available methods?
Post before you die!promise me!!!!!!
Your out side might be but your inside is pretty 🙂
And hani can’t u tell people hear wanna help you can they care
if u do it you will hurt them to
@nikki, life is right, love is not physical, it’s emotional. “love” for the sake of looks is “lust” and will be satisfied once the sexual urge is gone. love is when you find someone who understands you and whom you understand, and both don’t want to be seperate from that person.
Call me sucks plz
Most female’s are hot.
sorry, sucks it is. I hope no offense was made.
It’s ok 🙂
Well I’m not hot.and I’ve found people I love.all of you.
I have to go to work, I’ll be back late tonight. Hani, just promise you’ll think about a more effective method, I understand the need to go, just think about it.
@ nikki, you place to much in the physical, it’s what’s under that matters
Post before you die!I’m not joking!
Iknow…
Okay guys I just filled up a 20 ounce bottle of clorox ( you know the drinking bottle kind of size) and I’m going to get a straw and begin to drink it idk when today but I’m done and hopefully this will kill me asap
what are your thoughts
@Hani3…. I was so worried about you! Glad to see you’re not gone. Deep abyss said he found out some really nasty stuff about the nicotine patches and that 20 might not be enough… even if they were it sounds like a REALLY BAD way to go!
dont do it hani!!! please!!!!!!!!! you MUST have family or SOMEONE who cares? Cant you just think about the future? have you ever pictured yourself with your own child? thats what got me through and im only 14 . i hung ion because of the thought that i could have a child someday.but now i have a rare blood disease.dont miss your chance on happiness please!!!!
@Hani3…. as far as the bleach goes that’s NOT a good idea because although it would burn …. literally… a chemical burn and hurt like helll it won’t kill you!
I know you want out Hon. I do too.
There just doesn’t seem to be a way to do it.
Not trying to talk you out of it.
Got to go husband back
No stop telling to not do it my family is nonexistent I have to end it.
I just plan on doing anything I can find right now and if the patches come today I will do those
U read the info from Deep?
If it doesn’t work you’ll be brain damaged… and STUCK!
How do you know the patches are legit?
im not going to stop!!!!! people on here care about you!! did you know every 10 minutes soimone dies from leukimia? Can you imagine how treasured life was to them? and your just going to throw yours away?picture walking into a nice house and a little child running towrds you and whenever they look at you their whole world lights up.thats what your going to miss.think about it.
From what the patches? What did he find about it exactly ? And I need to find a way like right now I can’t wait any longer I can’t even breathe straight thinking about this.
I need to die now. And will try anything at this point
I hope you don’t
I am praying you don’t
look how many comment you got
It’s legit cause it’s a pesticide that is lethal in large amounts. And I’d rather have an illness like that right now seriously then come from a unstable home. My life is over right now. Just please help me with this guys.
No we won’t
we wanna help you get your life better
and it can trust me it can I did for me
let us help with that
please dont hani3-whats your real name? i know how you feel.it gets better -you just have to find that one meaning that gets you up in the morning.please dont do it.so many people care.
Agreed
whats your name hani3?
Have you told someone of your intentions so you can see they would also care, not just some online stranger.
He sent me an email after I sent him one asking if he had heard from you after reading the post the other night when you , he and crying were talking.
Can’t get to my email typing w one hand. Husbands home
Sorry can’t help more now I feel SO BAD… PLESE DON’T do anything … AT LEAST NOT YET!
Stop it! You won die!not if I can help it!
None of that matters the point is everything is over for me Im going to try a combination of things maybe that will work.
I’m serious about this and i’m not turning back
hani3 whats your name?
Fine!when.
post when.post before you do.okay!!promise me!
im claudia
where are you from?
hani3, please dont’ do it yet, at least find something better. as the others say, household chemicals will react badly and just hurt, there is no guarentee of dying…
plus everyone here loves you, i don’t know you well, but i know you are a great person because everyone wants you to stay…
please, reconsider the bleach, don’t use the patches…if your going to die, do something that won’t mess up your body if you fail…. though we don’t want you to die at all…
Please hani3 please listen to us
Plz don’t we all wish u won’t and you have a lot of ppl hear that wanna be there for u
Wish I was from Seattle so I can talk to you.
What other methods than cause I need to do something right about now and the clorox is risky but I need to die
hani please reconsider, you have lots of friends here who care
im not saying anything!!!theres no way in hellll ill tell you a way to off yourself!!
Tell us before you drink it.I can’t help.I can’t save you or anyone.I have nothing else I can do.just let us knoe first.please.that’s all I ask of you hani.
Agreed I won’t tell either
sorry Hun but life is so much better than what ur in
There’s gotta be another way.
Lonestar…give me ideas then.id love some
ideas for YOU to kill yourself???HELLLLL no
Why not?
becaus eyou are avery kind compassionate person . i can tell.
I’m a screw up too.
who isn’t?????
exactly
Nikki123 you and I are the same I can tell
as much as I wanna end it and hope to do it soon
I hope you don’t
._. i love everyone here, i don’t want to lose them…i don’t want any of you to leave…
i hope none of you do, including me
Same hear
Do your guys moms hate you?
I hope not.
Mines dead I when threw hell with her and I still am now that she’s dead
@hani… hubby gone for a few, don’t know how long I can be on here so when I’m gone that’s why but Ill be thinking about you.
I DON’T KNOW HOW TO KILL YOURSELF… IF I DID I WOULDN’T BE HERE!
I do know tthogh that the bleach is not just thatt its risky…
IT WON’T KILL YOU!
It will just leave you inEXTRME AGONY PHYSICALLY!
lets not stray from the fact that hani needs support?
Are you guys not serious about committing?? cause I am I’m just going to go away from this site for a little since I’m not finding any answers. I NEED to do this to rest my life is COMPLETE HELL
So is mine I feel you there
just take a nape and rethink this all ok
and in a way I am seriouse I just don’t want others
@hani3… I heard once about a guy that was going to suicde but after researching it decided to put his energy into living instead bc he couldn’t FIND A WAY to suicide.
I remember thinking yeah, sucker… just didn’t look hard enough, didn’t want to bad enough.
Now however with all my research turning up dead ends (sorryno play on words intended)
I’m starting to realize what he meant.
Soesnt change the fact I still want out but damn its hard to find a wayy that WILL work wo leaving you worse off ie. Brain damaged or paralyzed and unable to finish what you started.
You get what I’m saying?
There was a guy in my highschool that drank battery acid to commit suicide. He actually got a car battery and started chugging. It spilled down his face, burned his mouth, throat, disfigured the hell outta his face……..and he lived. That was durring my freshmen year and he was still alive and kicking when I graduated.
Drinking chlorine is not going to kill you hanni. Drinking it through a straw? Good luck with that. Taste will be horrible, nevermind painful. Not exactly something you sip on. Even if you chugged it from the bottle, you won’t die. Just a really bad idea.
you mix bleach and amonia. this creates mustard gas that you inhale. the effect is that it strips the skin in your lungs and causes you to suffocate in the most painful way possible, and it will probably do the same to the person that finds you. if you going to kill yourself us helium, your body doesn’t know what it is and causes you to simply fall asleep. look up helium suicide method or “exit bag”. much better that drinking cleaning fluid you dumb fucking teenager. look shit up before you come whining. seems like you havent been feeling this way for long enough to look up proper ways to do it. you should seriously think about shit properly before you just run into it head first, especialy something as serious as this