The side of a belt is the only kiss I’ll get,
And the stings all the love ive known.
The only hugs are that of your hands on my throat,
 the marks you loved to leave werent supposed to be shown.
They were
“our little secret”
All these things are all that is known to me
Never told love wasn’t just for others to see.
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Truly wanting to meet you 77evergone77 , you really touched me with your other posts .
Never told love wasn’t just for others to see.
This one really moved me … Not for others to see , but for us to feel it , but where the heck is it ?
I wouldn’t know where. I barely know what it truly is besides painful. That’s the only concept I’ve gotten so far. Besides familial love which flickers on and off.
I’m glad you find me intriguing enough to want to meet me but I can’t say I return the want because as I said to TP, I can be extremely paranoid and slightly delusional or weird at times
Welcome to the club , I feel mostly the same way , somewhat worst.
The feelings that you are experiencing grow on us all.
Im sad to hear that the only luv you got is from family , somewhat thats the same for me … All the other luv I actually got paranoid and taught it was fake LuV or whatever….
If you want to talk im here , for a little while.
And hey , I dont think you or your writing is pathetic , never ever someone who speaks from the heart will sound pathetic to me… ThanX for sharing a piece of your mind , with me , with the others who will read your words.
For all I care , for all I believe , you are the same as me , and for that I actually care for you , even if nothing comes to me but your words , words of sadness , the truthfulness in and off yourself , we , I relate , even if you are paranoid , dont want nuthin , keep writing , I promise I will try my best to understand and always read you .
We all have sad stories , remember that , we might not need to share them , but its important that we keep just a little bit , just for a moment or a second alive.
Even if it is through writing poetry …
Such a great gal here , glad to have you here , and sad to have you here , but I would never be able to read your words, without your sadness…. Maybe thats the high point of that , sorry if that sounds selfish , Im just completely alone…
Well…. You are not pathetic , I enjoy your words … Keep writing , ILL keep reading…
Sorry if I have said anything that might make you sad , it was not my intention.
Dyste
The only thing I can think to say if thank you. You sound like an amazing person. You haunt upset me, you’ve made me kind of happy. You don’t have to be alone. I’m still here.