All i wished:
to hear your voice,
to touch those lips
sweet and moist.
All i wished:
to say your name,
inhale your scent,
ignite this flame.
All i wish:
to pop these pills,
to say goodnight,
for a final thrill.
All i wish:
to have you say
loves not gone,
you feel the same.
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I can relate to this 100%. I too am in love with someone who used to love me but now the love is gone. It is one of the worst pains a person can feel and endure.
worse is he tells me when he starts liking another, that he wants to kiss others. i wish i didnt feel. I wish i was dead. thats what i really wish. no more heart ache, no more family thats going insane, nothing.
Man, that’s rough. I completely understand. I told my ex that I am not living long enough to see him with another. I would rather die so he can move on and not worry about me. I love him so I want that for him. Pathetic I would kill myself over a man but how can I deny my heart and soul? I feel your pain and agony. I don’t believe time can heal every heart break.
Im in that struggle between what others need of me and what i want. I want to just give up again, but i know my psychotic mother needs me. This debate within me is just amplifying this pain. so yeah i guess its rough. all i do that feels like an output for all my pain is writing and singing
I am a musician myself. And honestly, it is my only outlet for pain too. I’m going to be really sad though when the day comes (I hope it never does) that music stops reducing the pain.
The pain makes the music that much more beautiful. I hope music will always be an outlet for you, but i already feel my soul sealing that passage off.
Don’t give up. Music may be one of the most beautiful things in life. I always image isolating myself from the world and just writing music and singing til my final breath. Music may not heal, but it makes my pain feel like it is justified and not just my mind being crazy.
All i do is feel, i don’t think i want to feel anymore.
I think time can heal. You might just need a little more than you have given yourself.
I trusted that person and that was my mistake, how does broken trust heal?
It can with work by talking with them about how you are feeling.
I have and that person doesn’t care. This also goes along with the broken trust of my family, they knew of how i felt and instead of addressing the issues and taking responsibility, they turn against me and degrade me like a mere child. Saying that im just some love struck girl, with shallow emotions and shallow thoughts.
It may take some time, but it will be worth it to rebuild a relationship.
i cant relate 100%, they guy i love more anything in this whole world broke up with me about a week and a half ago. I want to be dead so bad, i cant live without him, hes my everything. hes everything i have ever wanted, and he doesnt want me anymore. He wont even talk to me, i know hes going to regret this but theres nothing i can do, but continue to drowned in my sorrow.
Just know that your not alone, that im here going through the same thing. My family also thinks im over reacting, just a stupid teenage girl, they dont know what he meant to me know one does. Your not alone.
Thank you. Well i decided I CAN live through this pain. That all along i knew it was going to happen because he changed, he no longer was the man i feel in love with. No longer the curious boy who took delight in every aspect of life. I lost my love long ago and was trying to squeeze every last bit of him out, trying to ignore the fact that he was no longer there. Now I’ve accepted it, and I let the empty shell go. I hope you realize the same soon, don’t make the mistake i did once long ago, when he first broke my heart.