i am 16 years old, 6 weeks ago i suffered a miscarriage, i just want my baby back so much it feels like someone has ripped out my heart it hurts so bad. when i was younger i was sexually abused, wow that is the first time i have ever said that out loud. ever since february 16th when the doctor told me he could no longer find a heartbeat for my baby, my life has been unbearable. No one in my life gets me, and everyone keeps pushing me to get back to normal but i will never be the ‘old’ me again. a few weeks ago i took an overdose and was rushed to hospital if my brother hadnt found me i would have died. i wish he hadnt found me
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Oh, wow. Thank you for sharing that. You’re so brave to talk about it – your miscarriage and the sexual abuse. I understand that you must be in a lot of pain. You shouldn’t have to feel normal right away – and you’re right, you might never be quite the same at all. And that’s okay. And it’s okay to feel as sad as you’re feeling right now.
I can’t promise you that I will understand everything you’re going through, but I’d like to be someone to talk to if you want. My email is carin@uoguelph.ca and it works on MSN, or I have AIM at “your semaphore”.
Love, Carin
Stay strong. I’m praying for you.
Your life can get better. You can still live a very good life.