When you are depressed, you don’t get better it’s there forever.
When you cut, you feel better.
You’re suicidal, you see death in every day places, jump in front of a car, a train, a bus, off a bridge, drown yourself in a bath, take a knife and bleed out, electrocute yourself, drive as fast as you can and crash, hang yourself. That bridge is high enough, that rope is strong enough, that bus is fast enough.
You’re waiting for the right date, because your fears hold you back.
You are scared of, life after death, failure in your attempt, the grief you will cause, the pain you might feel before you die.
You sometimes wonder, why me? Would I actually go through with it?
If you truly wanted to kill yourself, you would’ve done it long ago, no excuses.
If you truly wanted to kill yourself, no one could talk you out of it, you will be dead before they save you.
Thanks for reading, Friend Of A Friend.
If you disagree with anything please let me know what and why….
1 comment
I really wanted to kill my self had my method. I hadn’t felt such peace in a long time. I can’t express the despair I felt when I woke up in the hospital. So I don’t agree with you. what keeps me from doing it again is the fear of being institutionalized again. Being depressed and locked up with psychotics is not a good place to be.