I wrote this again at another painful time, and I thought that maybe submitting and allowing you to read some of the poetry I have written would lower some of my walls and let you guys in and see through my eyes. Enjoy.
I don’t know where to start,
I feel as if I’m falling apart.
Reality is finally kicking in,
I just don’t know where to begin.
The weight of the world on my shoulders, making me cry for air,
Not like anyone would help me, no one would dare.
If only you could see the real me,
Buried underneath all this agony.
Hidden under all this ebony,
Therein lies a tragedy.
Wishing so desperately that you could see me,
Without all this beautiful misery.
I am falling down,
Where breaking hearts are the loudest sounds,
Somewhere my heart lies in total darkness,
Where it can never be found.
-Becca
2 comments
I like it Becca. I feel the same way, like I’m screaming to be heard. That there’s someone inside waiting to find a way to break through the sadness. You’ll find a way. Sometimes it’s hard, and sometimes you just need to find the right people, sometimes you need to search around inside to find out who that person really is, but it will happen. If you ever need to talk, I’ll be around. I’m Lisa, if you’d like to know. Thanks for letting us in.
Thanx Lisa, and yeah I know I feel like screaming all the time. It’s pretty draining if you ask me :/ but thanx 🙂