i don’t deserve your smile. i don’t deserve your laughter. i don’t deserve your caring charm. i dont deserve your attention. i don’t deserve your love. i don’t deserve having you around. i don’t deserve being given second chances to. i don’t deserve your shoulder to cry on. and i don’t deserve to cry, no matter how much of all of this eats me up beneath the calm surface too mangled too tired to be faking so i end up with a dishonest smile spelled almost cynically for anyone who reads the words i slur.
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Hey now don’t say that. everyone deserves alittle happiness. we all do. if you need help or someone to talk we’re all here for you 🙂
You deserve the smile. You deserve the laughter. You deserve the caring charm. You deserve the attention. You deserve love. You deserve everyone around. You deserve as many chances as it takes. You deserve more than one shoulder to cry on. You are perfect the way you are, face it, you are really cute, and you’re brave you wrote this down.