I’m such a **** its unbelievable. Fell for everything you ever said, all the lies and everything!
You’ve made me cry for the past 3 hours, i’ve got a headache, thrown up twice and cut myself. All because you fucking lied! Strung me along for 13 months! Why would you do that? Fucking why would you even think thats acceptable?!?!?! All i did was fucking love you. All i did was fucking care for you, and you just lied. Your best friend!!! told me all of this. You never once cared! I poured my heart out to you and you said it back but it was all fucking bollocks! I hate you so fucking much right now!! HOW IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE TO FUCKING HATE AND LOVE SOMEONE? arghhhhh so angry so confused and so upset. I just wanted to be with you! why do this? why why why why gfjergihogehhgioerihgeriohgioero fucking hate life so fucking much, after everything i’ve been through and now you do this?! i thought i could trust you. Obviously fucking not…!!!!!!!!!!”!”!”!¬!!!!!
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i know what you mean, you love and hate someone at the same time, you love them, btu hate what they did. and do. and yet, youd still want to care for them if they suddenly needed you, even though you know for a fact, they wouldn’t do the same things back for you. i am right there with you