Been bullied since kindergarten. Still being bullied today. It’s been sixteen years.
Raped when I was 5; sexually violated by a police officer a few years ago.
Don’t have any friends; mother abuses me.
Don’t remember the last time I felt happy.
I just want out.
Thanks for reading. The End.
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Please find someone to talk to. Talk to us. You can be happy.
I don’t understand why humans have to victimize others. You can beat them. Stay alive, outlive them. The jerk who raped you, the cop who assaulted you… theyll be dead one day. If you’re alive on that day, you win.
your a poor thing
Anyone that inflicts harm on another has had harm inflicted on them-that’s the reality as it creates a vicious cycle of torment for many.
The common person in this is YOU. It’s not your fault, nor did you deserve any of it. Do you have the courage to believe it, and do what it takes to empower yourself…I mean learn to love yourself and gain some wisdom from the negative experience you had. I went through abuse. When I stayed with it, and didn’t run away from the pain, the lessons about myself came and it has made me a more compassionate, thankful loving person. Am I perfect…?..lol, I would say not, but perhaps your will to fight for yourself and see yourself as championing over all your struggles will be of meaning. John Bradshaw is a great speaker and writer who talks about family systems. Perhaps doing a little research, you will gain the information you need to decipher your experiences.
Best of luck. Cheers.!