Hollow, empty, broken, bruised and confused /Listen for the sound, of my heart breaking / This would all make sense, if you spent a mile in these shoes / Strapped to my feet, like ‘anchors aweigh’ /I can tell you don’t care by the look on your face / Walking away, like I’m the disgrace /You know it’s hard to swallow, when I’m choking on lies / Keep on feeding me, you know I won’t fight / My back still hurts, from holding this knife / Keep piling it on until my chest explodes / My mind goes blank and my breath is cold / I suck in the poison and try to escape / But, this isn’t death, no it’s only a taste /You never cared, now I’ve forgotten your face / Your place in my life, slowly erased / Put your head to my chest, and embrace the silence / The answers you seek, burned into the back of my eyelids / A scream, stuck in my throat, my whole body shaking / This is the sound, of my heart breaking
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Hey Silver, it’s been awhile. The 24th I think. How’s it been? Still feeling bitter? Great job btw. I really like your writing. :]
lol, not bitter, just something for people to relate to i guess. you keepin tabs on me, lol?
That’s good news. :] Whoa, I’m not stalking you on the site if that’s what you mean lol haha. How old are you? I’m 20.
Yea, just joking. i’m 30
🙂 Cool. How’d you make it to 30? I don’t think I can ever reach that age.
no clue. maybe that’s my problem, i wasn’t supposed to live this long, lol .
I feel like I wasn’t supposed to be born. I wish I didn’t. Do you have any tips on how to fight depression? Because I feel like shit right now.
not sure if i have any good tips ( i am posting on a suicide forum, lol) but you can never go wrong with sex, drugs, and rock & roll. ok maybe you can but, hey it would be a fun way to go out lol
Sex yes if I had a man. Drugs I’m curious to try them. Rock & Roll, meh. It helps but not for long. Thanks for talking to me. I feel like people are ignoring me for the kick of it.
eh, humans are pretty fucked up bunch of animals, just remember to live your life for you and nobody else. Who knows what happens when we die, but we do know hwat can happen while we’re alive. enjoy it, because it’s the only thing you can be sure of. huh, guess i do have some advice lol.
Umbra_Artist
Re: tips on fighting depression
1. Run.
That, or any other form of exercise that will get your heart pumping can have a big impact on your mood. There are numerous empirical studies on the benefits of exercise. I know it can be extremely difficult to exercise when severely depressed… but let’s face it… your life might literally depend on it!
2. Helping other people with their pain/problems.
From looking/reading around a little, I’m guessing you already know this one.
3. Read ‘Feeling Good’ by David Burns.
This is a great primer on cognitive behavioral therapy. I’ve read it multiple times and always gotten something practical out of it.