Make sure you have read My Story.. Before reading this.
Back when she still talked to me, but after we stopped being “brother & sister”, I went into a desperate attempt to get her to be my sister again. She told me no. So I asked her why and she said that it was too stressful that I hurt her too much. So the reason that she did everything else was becuz of what I did to her. I harassed her with questions, stressed her out, and worst of all, I hurt her. I never meant to do any of that to her. I deserve everything thats happening to me. All of my suffering, its my fault. The only good thing thats happened to me recently is some of my pain has been reduced beacause I now have a best friend. She cares about me(the only person who does) and she would actually notice if I commited suicide. I still want to kill myself, but I wont do it soon because my best friend doesnt want me to. I hate my life so much, but at least I have a friend.
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Aww wow yeah friends are the best. I’m glad you found a friend… Kiddo LOL ;D Remember not to let the little differences pull the two of you apart cuz friends are worth it. Yup.
P.S. We all care. All of us here in suicide project care and we would notice if you did kill yourself.
And nothing is your fault. Don’t blame yourself for what that silly ***** is doing. Seriously! Sorry about the ******* part but she does sound like a ***** to me. Like she’s toying with your emotions and that’s not right. Chin up man! You can get past all of that! 🙂
@umbra_artist, cmon, u gotta stop callin me that hahaha. And I dont wanna be mean but, NEVER call her that please.
Okay. 😀 I will not call her that. Sorry if I offended you but you know how I am about all these relationship stuff. xD I’m a coldhearted chick.
LiveNoLonger is not a kid but a full-grown man ha
Okay teenager. Better?
Thanks, and yea teenager is better
Alright. Teenager it is. =)