damn I wanna die. I WANT TO DIE. WHY CANT I JUST DIE?!?! I NEED THE PILLS. MY KNIFE. I NEED TO CUT. he’s pissed off at me now, he told me that. he said I caused him pain and lack of sleep. I dont deserve him. IM SO FUCKING STUPID. IM SELFISH. IM A FREAKING MONSTER. ALL I DO IS CAUSE PAIN TO OTHERS . shit I cant think anymore. this is stupid. life is stupid. im stupid. dammit! maybe I could kill myself tonight. ah whatever. no one cares about this anyway.
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I dont think you’re stupid, selfish, or a monster. You dont mean to cause pain to people, u dont want to cause pain to people. It just happens. U shouldnt blame yourself for that
you dont even know me, but thank you anyway, thats really nice to say, I really appreciate it.
he told me I caused him pain, he’s in pain. he doesn’t deserve that. I do. I’m the stupid one, I wish he never met me, he would be happy if he never met me. I need to kill myself soon so he won’t be in anymore pain. my life is shit. there’s nothing I can fix now.
Your welcome. And I would really like to talk to u more. And if u kill urself then I wouldnt be able to do that
could we do email?
Sure if u want
yeah. mine is nikkinoodle12@gmail.com
Alrite, mines j0sephg157@gmail.com
do you still wanna talk?
Yea. Do u?
yeah, it would really help talking with someone