hi all. first post here. im feeling terrible today, and im realizing that ive spent my whole life unhappy. what a thought. every day, week, month, and year of my life has been spent feeling terrible. and i keep thinking one day it will change but it doesnt. i know a lot of you folks out there feel the same, but that only makes me sadder.
i wish things were somehow easier. i wish things would turn up. i wish for the freedom to heal, but im constantly between a rock and a hard place. and i cant get any help, not that anyone could help me.
i just keep thinking that theres got to be hope out there. i am still here and i do have some blessings, but then why do i feel so bad? i wish i had never been born but i just want to be happy.
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You sound alot like me. Hi there evap my name is Liz. Nice to meet you. I always feel terrible but today I feel nothing.
It used to be enough for me to wander from one brief moment of joy to the next, but now it isn’t. I avoid joy in fear of the let down that follows. It’s been way too long like this.
I’m in the same place my friend…you’re not alone. It’s not much of a consolation. Sending good vibes your way…take care.