I remember when I was happy. so young and innocent. then you hit the teen years, and your life just completely turns around. like when you start to understand pain and agony and all that crap, when you really find out who people are, you fall into a deep hole you can’t get out of cause no one cares you’re there.
I have come to realize that this world is a beautiful place, that life would be worth living, if only it weren’t for those careless, hurtful people who don’t give a damn about you. I wish I could help all those suicidal people out there, but I can’t save everyone. cause I’m suicidal myself. a suicidal person who wants to save suicidal people? haha, that sounds stupid I know, but whatever.
my heart is beyond repair. I’ve been thinking of ways I could kill myself, I probably won’t live past my teen years anyway. I could be saved in 2 months, but my depression is too great to endure that much longer. so, I wanna die soon, could anyone tell me how I could do it? except hang myself, I’ll do anything but that. suggestions are greatly appreciated
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helium or some other gas
jumping in front of a moving train
a few grams of heroin
jumping in front of a moving train is pretty selfish…what about the people in the train? how they would forever be effected… and heroin…trust me my uncle used to shoot that shit in front of me alll the time and he never died… helium makes your voice all funny but it does cut oxygen from your brain i suppose… have you ever smoked weed? it really helps… to a degree. but maybe go to a free therapist or talk to a friend, talk to me? whats your reasons?
I have no reason to live anymore, I think its my fault the guy I love probably hates me now, and its a LOT more complicated than him just not loving me. he was everything to me, I’m nothing without him. so, I’ve cut my arm, I cant feel the pain so that doesn’t help, once I tried overdosing in pills, that was a terrible experience, maybe I should just take more next time. I just really wanna die. I NEED to die.
no noone needs to die. guys are a dime a dozen honestly.. i know it hurts trust me i know. but you shouldnt kill yourself because of a boy.. you are young and have tons of boys in your future that will really love and care about you and will stick by and with you
I don’t want to go through the same thing again. I want to get married to the perfect guy, have kids and stuff, but I’m scared I’ll end up like my mom. my dad doesn’t respect her AT ALL. and he never helps with anything. he’s not abusive or anything like that, but I’ve heard them fight like nothing I ever want to do the same. my mom is so kind, I wish she married someone nicer. but he’s my dad, I don’t hate him, I don’t hate anyone, I just want love.:(
but I’m too pessimistic. no one will ever love me for that. I need to die.
Why dont you want to hang yourself? If u want death so badly does it really matter how it comes you?
yes. I dont care if that’s stupid, I just don’t want to die by hanging myself. I’d rather someone find me on the floor in a pool of blood or something. I think they’d be more devastated if they saw me hanging in mid air, dead.
Hmm I guess I understand. I always imagined myself hanging and then someone finding me like that. The lying in the pool of blood sounds good too. Only when they find you, u will have lost a alot of blood and your skin would be pale
maybe pills would be best. I wouldnt be hanging in mid air OR in a pool of blood. maybe they would think Im asleep.
What kind of pills? And theres also drowning. Mabye suicide jump off a building. I wouldnt recommend it though fornit can be very terrifying.
yeah, I’ve gone cliff diving (into the water) its terrifying but really fun. and drowning is the slowest, most painful way to die. I was thinking of pain relievers(ibuprofen) or my antidepressants I used to take. once I took too many antidepressants and my heart physically burned like hell, it was hard to breathe, too.
Oh so ur goin for an overdose? U dont care about the feeling ur gonna get when u took too many antidepressants?
I don’t know, I’m still tryin to figure it all out. any more suggestions?
Well I dont really know any others. Sorry