Before leaving this world I wanted to leave something behind. I’m 24 I have 4 year old son, that I love so much. So much. I’m mentally ill and have reached out to several people but nobody answered my cry for help. My son deserves better than me. My boyfriend has a gun, I suppose that is what I’ll use. I asked to please stay with me tonight but he left anyway. I’m wasting time. Please somebody… I don’t know what I’m asking for… goodbye
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Your still young and life isn’t always gonna be so overwhelming. I also have psychological (mental) problems and its difficult to make the best of things. I’m sure that you feel very alone and i can relate to that feeling. But when you start to focus too much on the loneliness it depresses you and it will consume you. Focus on what you love, focus on your son. The things we love make life worth living, they make it worth fighting for. I hope my words bring you comfort.
Your viewpoint is skewed when used to justify your death. Try asking others, like your son. I don’t mean to be hard on you. I tell myself these same things.
Hello, I have been & am still in the same boat. I have always felt like this & have tried so many different ways to get help. I started in grade school & my family ignored the signs until High School. I have seen several Dr’s, been on several different Meds & even went into the hospital for a bit. Nothing seems to help. My children are wonderful & I feel like I am holding them back, not providing enough & am not good enough to raise them. I work every day & have two jobs, just to get by & hate to see my children go without. I have a very close family & my X’s family is great as well. I know they will have a good support system after I pass & think they will be better off with out me. I’m sorry for your pain & wish we could all just feel “normal” or happy, at least for some small portion of our lives.
Well, I guess your partner is cold towards you.
He is not your partner, he is a figure in your life.
Go seek support elsewhere and make plans to dump this man.
A dangerous game you play. I have been preparing for suicide ever since i was 8-years old. For me it is really not that big of a deal…unless i faill or get caught in some way before it’s all over.
But you have a son! Remember, that your son is a part of god, and god doesent like to be abandoned. You will feel your sons pain on the other side. Is that what you really want?
please get help. mother is the name for god on the lips and hearts of all children.