way i want to die

I want to die as I hate my life all so hate living I all so have
learning and spelling disability All have the rest off my life naiver
can sleep all so I Have depression I have lived 48 years off this hall
so the only way out is to take my life I want to die so so so bed I
naiver stop thanking about wanting to die I hoping I can do it soon I
want to die badly I don’t want to go on living any longer but I want
to die vary soon hope I can find a good way to c.t.b some of my ways
be side co is hanging or drown as i do not know swim so that well make
it easer to drown don,t care about the pain long as I find a good way
to die as I’m fed up with my life hopeing to do his in the new year.
ant way thanks for lessening
all be glad when my life is over