I feel useless in this big world. Like an ant next to a 50 story building. My body feels so hollow. My mind is to hectic to keep up with. I thought posting on this site would help but all it did was force me to face the truth. That I truly have no place to go. I don’t belong here or anywhere. I feel like I’m intruding in a family…Â
Sometimes I’ll write things to post on here and just delete them. People don’t care what I have to say, so why should I waste their time and space? Most of the time I think my life was a mistake… I remember the days my mother would look at me with so much disgust I would cry. But she’d always hug me and tell me it was okay. My dads side of the family didn’t think I was their relative either. They still don’t accept me…
I just want it all to end… I want all of this pain to go away. Is there a place beyond ours that will accept me? I want to find out now.
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hey dont worry im sure theres a place for u in this world or any other i knw the feeling of being hated by ur own wat some ppl need is to get away time to think and sort things out im sure everyone on here reads ur posts and they care we all do i thought no one would care about my story until a couple ppl read it and we started talking so dont worry im sure u can find someone to talk to and express ur feelings with
Thank you…. But I’ve heard those words all my life. And I’m still waiting for those people.
well me 2 been waiting a long time… still waiting
The first thing that came to my mind sounds really lame…but I’m going to say it anyway. Let’s wait together~
haha sounds good itll be nice to have someone on my side for something
lol Good! 🙂 So…how do you want to do this? Yahoo? I’m new…so I’m not all that sure about it. I have a facebook…but I use it to roleplay anime characters…
uh well i have facebook too my email is d.nunez46@yaho.com u can email me also fee; free to comment on anything i post on here and ill do the same for you and we can talk on here as well just depends on how often u come here
Thanks. I come here almost everyday. I barely made an account two days ago.