I try so hard. But every time I attempt to get up, I fall back down. I feel like the devil keeps pushing me down, then trampling all over me. you know how hard it is to try getting up when someone is standing on top of you?
all I can think about is how desolate and pessimistic I am. all I can talk about is how I want to die. I can’t breathe anymore. I get panic attacks. several times a day. I need my knife. I need to cut.
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Hi someonesaveme. I know it’s hard but I believe you can get through this. Cutting for me now means nothing. It does not bring me relief as much I want the emotional pain to stop. But we have to try even if we fail many, many times. Everyone has the potential to be something they aspire to be. Hang in there. =) And if you want to let it all go, I’ll support you.
thanks, well I’m about to let it all go. like everything. I keep taking several pills every now and then, but I stopped for the sake of my best friend, he didn’t want me to die so I’m still here.
Yeah I have best friends too. They keep me strong & hoping 4 better days. If it wasn’t for them I most certainly would’ve been dead by now. So my only advice to you is cherish your best friend even when you have your differences always love them.
its a really different situation than that, I cant say exactly. but I’m just gonna say I’m still alive because of him.
I live for my best friend, too! Been married to her for 13 years. Hope it’s always enough to keep me going!
when i get a panic attack, it always helps me to either take a walk or watch tv until i calm down. i know sometimes they seem unbearable but its worth a shot.
oh, i just sit there, gasping for air, waiting for it to go away. there’s nothing else I can do.
elliott smith. listen to him.
Every bit of hope you have, fuel it. Daydream of the future, and hope for it too. Instead of releasing the pain through cutting, let hope flow through your veins rather than what needs release.
Frankly, I know nothing about panic attacks. But try to take a deep breath and look around you. Go outside, or so something that inspires hope in you, anything positive that isn’t death-related.
Hope is all us humans have to look to, to keep us going.
I don’t have a lot of hope left in me, and I kind of want to die, so I dont really know what I’m gonna do
well what little hope you have left, just focus on that. focus on whatever good stuff life brings to you.
what do you like to do?
um.. sleep, cut my arm, cry, listen to depressing songs
listen to elliott smith. it really will make you see things from a different perspective.
okay, i will