Hold on baby you’re losing it
The water’s high you’re jumping in to it
And letting go and no one knows
That you cry but you don’t tell anyone
That you might not be the golden one
And you’re tied together with a smile but you’re coming undone.
This is kind of how I feel.
I feel like I’m losing my mind and thinking about suicide more and more everyday.
I cry all the time, but I know I can’t talk to anyone anymore… not after they told me to basically get over it all..
Everyone has all these expectations of me.. they think I’ll become a famous author and I’ll be rich.. but I don’t think I will.. I can’t see it.
My smile is becoming fainter everyday.. and no one even notices.
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Taylor Swift…
Do you like to write, or would you rather do something else? Do you like music or dancing or painting or running or helping people or cooking? Find something, absolutely anything, to focus your energy on. Maybe that can help tie you together instead. 🙂 Take care ♥♥