Past

There’s a lot of things I want to do but I know I can’t I love my family no matter how much the hate me and I say I hate them I love them I’m scared of everything I can’t imagine living in my own I I fear rapist,serial killers,kidnappers,stalkers,etc.,I can’t think about being killed.I don’t want to grow up I don’t want a future I wish the world wasn’t dog eat dog more of dog help dog as peaceful as my neighborhood is I just think there’s always something out there.and i relized why would I be afraid for someone to kill me but I’m not afraid to kill myself ugh FML