Hi guys, I’ve missed you
I need a bit of help
I’m happy right, but I want to cut so badly. Like, I keep biting myself to stop me cutting
I’d cut right now if I could. But I’m going on holiday monday and my scars are still everywhere
& I don’t want my new boyfriend knowing about them, because by the time things get intimate and he has a reason to see my arms without clothes on hopefully they will have faded
Urghhhhhh I want to fucking cut.
please help.
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Nicola, it’s good to know you’re still here. I seriously thought about you the other day and all the other old people that used to be on sp. Email me. I put my email in the post beneath yours it’s titles I used to come here a lot
I ocassionally pop back every now and again
Thanks for thinking of me, Makes me feel a little special, I miss the old people, especially Blackwqert or however he spelt it, wonder what happened to him?
I have just emailed you
just get a red marker. Every time you want to cut just put a line on your skin or area you want to cut. :L it probably wont work but at least its a try.
my cuts just healed… i love cutting at the right emotional moment… the sting… the burn… the way it feels when i run my fingers over the welts they leave… you see when i cut i like to cut on inside of my arms.. with a serrated knife… just under the dermal layer of skin… i avoid cutting muscle at all… skin will heal with no long term effects… muscle scars and you have issues later in life…. i would make about 50 2 inch cuts across my arm, then take a handful of rubbing alcohol and rub it in… fuckty fuck fuck fuck… god if i didnt have an interview on thurs i would cut right now… i love the high i get from cutting… i love the pain… the sting the burn… cut me please… please…!!!