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Life is not the problem. It’s our life situations, that are the problem.

Suicide is a good way to escape it though. <3

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Protoryu 9/15/2011 - 12:06 pm

Suicide is also a good way to hurt someone. <3

But you are right.

LeakyRainCloud 9/15/2011 - 12:09 pm

<3

Protoryu 9/15/2011 - 12:11 pm

I hope we will be fine. I am hoping together we make it through this… If we cant fix it together then.. Well your post says it all.

LeakyRainCloud 9/15/2011 - 12:15 pm

i hope we do too. cause i don’t want us to hurt..

and i don’t want the end result.. leaving one of us.. none of us.

Protoryu 9/15/2011 - 12:18 pm

There would not be one of us.

Probably not.

Deep down we both feel this.

LeakyRainCloud 9/15/2011 - 12:21 pm

I do feel this. <3

Protoryu 9/15/2011 - 12:25 pm

We will just have to be there for each other. Try to get a phone sooner or later… Just incase you do not have wifi and you need me.

I am serious.

LeakyRainCloud 9/15/2011 - 12:32 pm

And i will always be here. To listen. To understand.

Like, one night i went to the train tracks.. And i was walking..
i was crying. and couldn’t breathe.
then i got super fucking calm. and just laid down.
That’s when i needed you the most.
It was so beautiful. i almost wanted you there with me.

Just waiting..
Waiting for a train. To take me away.

Protoryu 9/15/2011 - 12:36 pm

That was before we even started texting and skyping too…

I remember you saying this before. It makes me happy that you thought of me.
I am glad you were not taken away that day.

I’d of never known. When I was away for awhile I was texting people asking if you’d been on here lately.

LeakyRainCloud 9/15/2011 - 12:41 pm

Nobody would have known. My mother probably wouldn’t have either. Think i left and went to someone else’s house. Until i wasn’t in school. Wasn’t coming home.

I was totally at peace that night. With everything.
I got tired of waiting.. My train never came.

Really?

Protoryu 9/15/2011 - 12:44 pm

Yeah I texted a few people who are on here alot… just to see if you were ever on anymore. 🙂

Protoryu 9/15/2011 - 12:44 pm

So you know… If all of a sudden we loose contact for no reason at all. I am gonna assume.

LeakyRainCloud 9/15/2011 - 12:45 pm

Awh. Before we even started talking really, you cared.

Protoryu 9/15/2011 - 12:45 pm

So you’d better find a way to let me know you are safe shorty

LeakyRainCloud 9/15/2011 - 12:45 pm

I know. :/

Protoryu 9/15/2011 - 12:45 pm

Hey you were the one wishing I was with you 😛

LeakyRainCloud 9/15/2011 - 12:49 pm

shhhh. 😛

grr. i cut myself last night.. :O

Protoryu 9/15/2011 - 12:51 pm

wait what???

Seriously…..? After I passed out?

:/

LeakyRainCloud 9/15/2011 - 1:07 pm

well, a while after..

Protoryu 9/15/2011 - 1:12 pm

I am sorry I left.

I cut yesterday too.

<3 it will be okay.

Should of been there. I had no idea you were feeling low.

LeakyRainCloud 9/15/2011 - 1:19 pm

oh my god. no. you needed sleep. lol.
it’s fine.

hey.. i didn’t know you were feeling low either.

Protoryu 9/15/2011 - 1:22 pm

If you were feeling upset before I left… just next time tel me.

I cut way before you even got out of school.

I mean you could of felt down after I left… but if you were down when I was there I am sad you didn’t mention it.

Though I don’t blame you. I often don’t mention when I am down either.

LeakyRainCloud 9/15/2011 - 1:31 pm

:/ i would ask why..

no. it was after. i was content when you were there.
distracted. probably.

LeakyRainCloud 9/15/2011 - 1:33 pm

i also almost choked myself to death.
with a fucking usb cord thingy for my camera..

that was probably just boredom..

Protoryu 9/15/2011 - 1:44 pm

Get a phone. Today.

I will be up all night talking to you tonight.

I’ve done that with a belt.

LeakyRainCloud 9/15/2011 - 1:47 pm

i haven’t the money..

Protoryu 9/15/2011 - 1:51 pm

Get an ugly 20$ one that is pay as you go and just use it for me when you need me.

And don’t break that one.
It’s okay Katrina… I am just glad you are okay. <3
I'm not mad or anything if you think I am. Just wish I was there.

LeakyRainCloud 9/15/2011 - 1:53 pm

ohkay. i’m sorry. :/

talk to you in 2 1/2 hours. kay?

Protoryu 9/15/2011 - 1:54 pm

Don’t be sorry at all

Okay ttyl
<3

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