And i will always be here. To listen. To understand.
Like, one night i went to the train tracks.. And i was walking..
i was crying. and couldn’t breathe.
then i got super fucking calm. and just laid down.
That’s when i needed you the most.
It was so beautiful. i almost wanted you there with me.
Just waiting..
Waiting for a train. To take me away.
Nobody would have known. My mother probably wouldn’t have either. Think i left and went to someone else’s house. Until i wasn’t in school. Wasn’t coming home.
I was totally at peace that night. With everything.
I got tired of waiting.. My train never came.
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Suicide is also a good way to hurt someone. <3
But you are right.
<3
I hope we will be fine. I am hoping together we make it through this… If we cant fix it together then.. Well your post says it all.
i hope we do too. cause i don’t want us to hurt..
and i don’t want the end result.. leaving one of us.. none of us.
There would not be one of us.
Probably not.
Deep down we both feel this.
I do feel this. <3
We will just have to be there for each other. Try to get a phone sooner or later… Just incase you do not have wifi and you need me.
I am serious.
And i will always be here. To listen. To understand.
Like, one night i went to the train tracks.. And i was walking..
i was crying. and couldn’t breathe.
then i got super fucking calm. and just laid down.
That’s when i needed you the most.
It was so beautiful. i almost wanted you there with me.
Just waiting..
Waiting for a train. To take me away.
That was before we even started texting and skyping too…
I remember you saying this before. It makes me happy that you thought of me.
I am glad you were not taken away that day.
I’d of never known. When I was away for awhile I was texting people asking if you’d been on here lately.
Nobody would have known. My mother probably wouldn’t have either. Think i left and went to someone else’s house. Until i wasn’t in school. Wasn’t coming home.
I was totally at peace that night. With everything.
I got tired of waiting.. My train never came.
Really?
Yeah I texted a few people who are on here alot… just to see if you were ever on anymore. 🙂
So you know… If all of a sudden we loose contact for no reason at all. I am gonna assume.
Awh. Before we even started talking really, you cared.
So you’d better find a way to let me know you are safe shorty
I know. :/
Hey you were the one wishing I was with you 😛
shhhh. 😛
grr. i cut myself last night.. :O
wait what???
Seriously…..? After I passed out?
:/
well, a while after..
I am sorry I left.
I cut yesterday too.
<3 it will be okay.
Should of been there. I had no idea you were feeling low.
oh my god. no. you needed sleep. lol.
it’s fine.
hey.. i didn’t know you were feeling low either.
If you were feeling upset before I left… just next time tel me.
I cut way before you even got out of school.
I mean you could of felt down after I left… but if you were down when I was there I am sad you didn’t mention it.
Though I don’t blame you. I often don’t mention when I am down either.
:/ i would ask why..
no. it was after. i was content when you were there.
distracted. probably.
i also almost choked myself to death.
with a fucking usb cord thingy for my camera..
that was probably just boredom..
Get a phone. Today.
I will be up all night talking to you tonight.
I’ve done that with a belt.
i haven’t the money..
Get an ugly 20$ one that is pay as you go and just use it for me when you need me.
And don’t break that one.
It’s okay Katrina… I am just glad you are okay. <3
I'm not mad or anything if you think I am. Just wish I was there.
ohkay. i’m sorry. :/
talk to you in 2 1/2 hours. kay?
Don’t be sorry at all
Okay ttyl
<3