You have a reason to live of course you do, I’m so sorry that you are in such a low place. And I’m not in a good place myself, my best friend commited suicide just recently. I want to help every single person out there thats in need of help and I’ll talk it through with them to assure them there is ways of things to get better, Suicide in NOT the answer ! Imagine how your family and friends is going to feel it will be such a shame to lose someone so young when you have all of your life to live for. I just want everyone to be happy and live happy lives instead of people making others people lives a misery, which other people are obvioustly doing to make you feel like this. Such ignorant people out there. People do the same to me though, make my life a living hell.. I’m here if you want to talk just send me a message or what not, please!