Some one please help

It seems never ending, i ready to die i cant do this i spent the last hour readingthe most affective way to die eveything seemed so painful and not always affective, and wake up with a medical problems i cant do this i cant i cant im in to deep and been living like im already dead for the last month ive done nothing, failing all my classes , not hanging out no speaking and not looking foward to living. I really want a less then a second kill i dont want to know whats going on i dont want the pain i donnt what it nooo more i daydream of dying everythough of the future i dont see myself there please some one help me sending me death i cant do this anymore