Watching my life, like a slow motion disaster
This merry go round starts spinning faster and faster
And I can’t help but feel, like the walls are closing in
And my bright side has now gone dim
I’ve felt this way for so long, but everyone says, I’ve got it wrong
Well, this disaster is epic in scale
And now I’ve set myself up to fail
Two steps forward, one hundred back
No strength in me left to attack
I swallow my pride and this mouthful of lies
I’d tell you the truth, but I don’t have the words
Still choking on pride, I take a look deep inside
The emptiness that lies within
My heart becomes the victim
Two steps forward, one hundred back
No strength in me, left to attack
Now I won’t look you in the eyes
I’m afraid you’ll realize
How lost I am inside
The only thing, you need to know
All the love I failed to show
It doesn’t mean I didn’t care
Just goes to show, the depths of my despair
Two steps forward, one hundred back
No strength in me to repel this attack
I lie down, and embrace my fate
Don’t try to save me, you know it’s too late
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I haven’t been on here for awhile. Feels different now… Hello Silver. Nice to bump into you here. I hope I don’t seem like a stalker since it appears I’m always the first to comment on your posts. I’m at a loss for words when it comes to describing my pain, but you do it very well. If you ever need some company, then feel free to email me. Actually, I’m the one who’s in need of (older) company..