I tried to vent to my boss/friend,she just chewed me out too. Apparently everything I do is wrong and I’m such an awful human being. I’m so close to the end, I just have to get to the end of my mothers visit. But I’m at the point where every single moment is physically painful,ten times more when on around another person who obviously hates me. How do I survive until I die?
Different topic,but I’m typing on a Droid,so…. what does everyone think is on the other side? And if it is hell,then do you think its really any worse than being alive in agony? If there OS a god, them shouldn’t he be compassionate enough to not condemn a suffering soul for only ending theory pain, and not being a drain on the so called healthy ones/
Just some food for thought. Adding to my rants
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Actually, I think that there is nothing on the other side. The “death” we’re talking about here technically refers to death of the physical body, coupled with a loss of consciousness. That’s it. But then I’m an atheist, so you’ll have to forgive me for not considering the “God” part.
The way I see it, our existence just shifts to something else after death — to memories, for instance. I’m quite the existentialist.
Moral of story is don’t vent on people. At least don’t blame people for you’re problems when you talk to people about them. As soon as someone feels criticized they will go into defense-mode.
As for the afterlife… I think that it’s safe to say there is none. In the history of man, there is no conclusive evidence anyone has made it to another life and communicated with people in this life. If you still believe in spirits and the like, go watch some Derren Brown
I have died many times and come back to life.
Seriously there is life after death, that’s not the issue.
The issue s my identity, if I go now I keep my identity, if I don’t then who knows who or what I will become.
Better leave now before I become a monster.
Hows things Bubbles75.You sound like you’re getting worse.have you finally lost it completely
One of my nightmares is that after an attempt when I’m supposed to be dead, I wake and everything remains exactly the same. Everyone tries to commit suicide for different reasons, but the one similarity is that we hope for a change. If you are truly dead but your consciousness perceives yourself to be living the same life you originally had, that’s true torture.