Today i found myself gazing off into the sky wondering why am i here? my team was practicing and i was on the sidelines due to an injured foot and i thought to myself its the same bull shit everyday. i put on a smile, tell everyone that i am happy, that im fine. but its all a lie. really im thinking to myself, can today be my last day? i want this pain to end. i hate repeating this stupid cycle over and over again. i’ll be happy for a few days then be back where i am at now. everyday is the same regardless of my mood. school, work, rugby practice, homework, tv, bed. i hate my life. its time for it to end.
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Change it up a little. Go out and do something different
i live in a small college town. there isnt really much to do. besides going to the bars, bowling and a movie.
That’s all I need, a bar to keep me drunk, bowling for something to do with my friends, and a movie for me and my girl… keeping times simple
it gets old after a while
u have more to do theni do. dayton closes down at 6sharp the biggest town clost to us is walla walla but if u dont have a car forget it.
rugby? whats that? dont roll ur eyes the sports our town has is volley ball, soccer, football, and baseball. i hate all of them i hate sports.
its like soccer and football mixed together. full contact no pads. its a mainly a college sport.