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by angelofdeath16
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Ive thought about my life. this world full of heart ache and lonliness and ive watched my mom go through struggle after struggle. alone. and i dont want to live in this world of cruelty any longer. but i dont want to hurt my mom. Im a cutter. I have been for about 3 1/2 years now. But i dont believe slashing my wrist would be good especially if i want to do it respectfully. for my families sake. i was contemplating drowning but i heard that it is hard to do after i did some online research. I dont want to hang myself because i feel like that would be extremely painful and torturing as it is hard to break your own neck. i tried overdosing before but i was caught in the bathroom..thats a long story. Turns out you cant overdose on my medication assholes. anyways. ive set a date. October 30th. Its a sunday. Ive been contemplating how to write my letter as well. i want to do something creative and expressive enough. To explain to people why i did what i did. If anyone has any suggestion or opinions id be grateful

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10 comments

Qualia 10/4/2011 - 1:13 am

This is obvious, but I would suppose you write legibly, right? So, after the 30th of October, you won’t be staying with us any longer?

tastelikecherries 10/4/2011 - 2:27 am

You may explain away till your face turns blue and write letters till you develop arthritus- but you will never be understood, is my opinion of suicide letters.

Personally, I consider that action to be a full expression in of itself.

kyrenkahi 10/4/2011 - 2:34 am

i understand i do but killing yourself is not the way.. Im dealing with my own demons and everyday is a struggle but i push through….im here for you ..stay strong

angelofdeath16 10/4/2011 - 6:16 am

thanks i use to think like that but everyday justifies my decision. And yes after the 30th i dont plan on being here anymore. Im looking forward to finding peace finally. something i havent had my entire life.

ctb-driver 10/4/2011 - 7:44 am

Can I infer that you are 16 years old? If that is the case – YOU MUST pull youself together. Just find one person to trust and ask for help.

Now, if you are of the age 45 to whatever, that is totally different. Suicide is an option ONLY granted for those who have made a serious attempt at life and now have Pain that can only get worse.

I’ll be 50 in December, Bankrupt, Foreclosure, Homeless, Debt, No Family, No Friends, Bad Health, Mental issues, no job, two kids that want me dead, lots of enemies, and things much worse.

At 16, there is ALWAYS a new fresh start, at 50, I’m done, I choose Nov 11 at 11. i.e. 11/11/11 11:11.11 NO NOTE – Keep ’em wondering.

Suicide is ONLY for the Old, I’m the Bus Driver.

TC 10/4/2011 - 8:39 am

Fuck that suicide aint cool for anyone no matter what your age

unknown1 10/4/2011 - 12:43 pm

ctb – why can suicide be ok for the old if not the young. i’m not saying a 16 year old should, just wondering why you think that. I wouldn’t define my age as old, nor young, but I would define my life as shit from many many moons ago!

Biscuit of Death 10/4/2011 - 12:58 pm

Ay bus driver, you are as old as you feel.
Plus if you die young you do not get old, so it is a way of preserving your youth.
And suicide is not for the old, it is a right for everyone.

unknown1 10/4/2011 - 1:38 pm

I agree Biscuit, I was told so many times life would get better ten years later I’m still hanging on a thread, wasted, should have done it ten years ago lol.

Biscuit of Death 10/4/2011 - 3:14 pm

@Unknown – True, I plan to CTB in a few days time by sevreing my Internal Jugular Vien.

I will miss this world, and I will be waiting for you all.

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