Ive had contained a whole lot of suicide thoughts since I was only twelve. First time I cut myself was at the age of eleven. Everyone puts to much pressure on me and it’s hard to control the pain I have inside. My sister is a ***** and my mom always takes her side. I’ve attempted suicide once but gave in. I wish god could just make my life easier by just killing me. Maybe then all the pain would go away.
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Seems to be a cliche question here, but have you thought about therapy? Or seeing someone, talking to someone? Hell, even like a school councelor? Its amazing what just talking to someone about everything can do for you.
Dear girl or young man
What I am seeing is that you are feeling that way, naturally you are suffering but the question is whether they know what this is meaning for you, how it is affecting you.
The approach to tackle that problem would be that all of you gather to talk about it but this would have to go this way. First you go and ask to talk to your counselor at school where you are going to ask her/him to help you. First you need to tell that the pressure on you was so bad that you even cut yourself. Then he needs to take the steps to arrange the meeting with your family. He or another therapist should talk to your mother and let her know how this is affecting you and let her know too that he is going to follow damn close how this is evolving because if anything bad happens to you, she is going to be legally responsible for your wellbeing.
It doesnt matter how this sounds to you. It truly is the way to handle it.
Hugs
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