idk, maybe this wont work. tonight a bit after midnight I’ll do it. I’ll kill myself. Sorry everyone. Im gonna write four letters:
1. to my bestfriend (the one that tryed to kill herself)
2. to my other bestfriend
3. to my mother and father
4. to like everyone (the rest of the family, school, friends, etc)
if you havent read my story and you want to here ït is:
1:http://suicideproject.org/2011/10/can-someone-kill-me-please/
2: http://suicideproject.org/2011/10/the-rest-of-my-life/
3:http://suicideproject.org/2011/10/ok-3/
I dont want to write the story over and over again so there you go! hehe, wish me luck! If I regret and choose to not do it, ill write here again, if not. Goodbye<3
And btw; this site helped me!
27 comments
Sigh, don’t see how it really helped you since you’re apparently determined to do it anyway.
Farewell then. I’ll remember you.
Well, it kinda helped because I’ll not die sad, I’ll die thankfull and people like you kinda helped me whit that, so thanks to you 🙂 hehe
and yeah Farewell !
Bye bye
See you later in the “after death”.
byee, and yeah
How are you going to end it?
How?
Hey, at least you got two best friends up in that list – you’re already doing better than I am, heh. If you do end up doing it, at least know you’ll be missed. Don’t know ya, but I’ll miss ya.
that’s sweet, (:
i have one question though? Why write a letter to your best friend who also try to kill herself. Just curious though. Wouldnt that trigger something in this person mind knowing that this person’s best friend is going to end their life?
She is gonna get the letter after Ive done it.. So I can explaine to her why I did it.
Please listen Dontwantthis. Things get worse, but things also get better. . . problems have solutions. I lost a good friend to suicide and had to watch his mother bury her son. It was awful, one of the worst moments of both of our lives, and it’s just not worth it. Stay with us, and let’s figure it out together. We care about you. We can help. We want to help.
You are cute, and i dont know what to do, but anyway thanks !
Things won’t get better…
@Baal Zebub Things haven’t gotten better, yet. That doesn’t mean they won’t. Don’t be an enabler : (
@Wally:
Things haven’t gotten better in 11 years, I lost my hopes
dont loose your hopes! if it’s been bad for that long it can only be better!
Are talking about @dont want this. Or @baal? 11 year’s what?
Come on don’t do this. You can clearly see we truly don’t want you to do it and we’re just random strangers. I’ve already run out of things to tell you but you know I’m sincere 🙂 .
If you’re telling someone not to lose their hopes, why are you? You’re giving up, aren’t you, but then telling someone else to not give up. Doesn’t make sense to me…
How do you plan on doing this anyway?
If you’re telling someone not to lose their hopes, why are you? You’re giving up, aren’t you, but then telling someone else to not give up. Doesn’t make sense to me…
How do you plan on doing this anyway? ~~
GoAskAlice; I dont care If Im feeling down, but I dont want others to feel down, or bad or whatever you want to call it. U understand now? I dont want anyone else to feel the way I do, or worst. Because I know how it is and dont want others too feel it.
Oops sorry about the duplicate message!
Best luck on whatever you chose. I can’t promise it will get better, in fact, for me it hasn’t. But I hope you find what you’re looking for.
Isn’t Go Ask Alice a band?
Its a book http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Go_Ask_Alice
“Go Ask Alice is a controversial 1971 book about the life of a troubled teenage girl. The book continues its claim to be the actual diary of an anonymous teenage girl who became addicted to drugs, but this has been dismissed as false. Beatrice Sparks is listed as the author of the book by the United States Government[clarification needed specify agency or department]. The novel is presented as a testimony against drug use. The diarist’s name is never given in the book.
The story caused a sensation when published and remains in print as of 2011. Revelations about the book’s origin have caused much doubt as to its authenticity and factual accounts, and the publishers have listed it as a work of fiction since at least the mid-late 1980s. Although it is still published under the byline “Anonymous”, it is largely or wholly the work of its purported editor, Beatrice Sparks. Some of the days and dates referenced in the book put the timeline from 1968 until 1970.
The title is from the lyrics to the Jefferson Airplane song “White Rabbit”. Grace Slick wrote the song based on perceived drug references in the classic novel Alice In Wonderland. (On July 14 [page 36 of the 2006 edition], the writer says she “feel[s] like Alice in Wonderland” and “maybe Lewis G. Caroll [sic] was on drugs too.”)
The book was made into an ABC Movie of the Week in 1973.”
I kinda wanna read it…
Its a book Tim