thoughts of suicide becoming more frequent. positives and negatives revolving in my head. can’t seem to shake loneliness, sadness, pessimism, or anger. done with psychologist, psychiatrist seems better option medication wise. cant do that due to parental disagreement. unsure whether or not to attempt in order to wind up in hospital, meaning no school or hassles, time to be alone and really think things over. be away from everything i hate. i think i am sick because i dont know whether id rather tragedy come to me or another i am close to. there are no words to explain this, i have felt worse than shit for 5 years now. i wish i had someone in reality to tell.
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you can email me any time you need to talk i have been there i have attempted it many times i have lost friends to suicide, i dont think its the best option and i enjoy conversation,
birdyful@hotmail.com
I feel the same way at least we are not alone dont do it hospital sux and will only cause you more trouble pills dont work beleive me ive been stoppd too many times its embarrassing