empty

i cant help but think that maybe death is the only way out , i feel like i’m in a nightmare but can’t seem to wake up . I don’t know what to do with myself anymore , i hate feeling like this lifeless . I just want to be happy i want to be myself again , but all this loss & grief is taking over me its unbearable the pain , heartache , emptiness i just want it all to end . I long for the days i can feel true happiness .