Let my thoughts
eat away my brain
my memories
that should be forgotteb
Tomorrow…
i should do the whole
world a huge favor.
I will not say goodbye
Fuck it!
People dont want me here
i dont want to be here
If its worth hurting people
then fine.
It shouldnt matter
what the fuck i do.
Everything i do
is always fucking wrong!
Lets face it!
I aint worth shit
i never curse this much
but my anger
is more like rage.
I will burn in fucking hell
For your sake.
I will lose everyone
i know for my selfish reason.
Like i said
i aint worth shut
and god probably dont want
shit like me
in his prescece.
Thank you friend. You truely done me wrong. Now we are both fucking screw!.
“Anyone desperate enough for suicide… should be desperate enough to go to creative extremes to slove problems: elope at midnight, stow away on the boat to new zealand and start over , do what they aways wanted to do but were afarid to try.”~ Richrd Bach
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I’ve researched stowing away on a ship, …….. google it, ……… its harder to do than one might think.
Now if someone is heade to the USA, its a different story, its easy. Once here you just blend in. Not so entering other countries, they actually enforce their laws.
I ship Captain is bound by maritime laws to turn you into authorities in the very first port the ship stops in. So what ever country you are bebarked at, your automatically there illegally, thus a criminal and subject to jail and imprisonment.
What a concept, actually punnishing, jailing, imprisoning people which criminally enter the USA. They are criminals.
I would love to go to South Africa, yet just how does a person stow-away for possibly months on a ship, no food, water, toilet, etc.
I hear New Zealand is nice this time of year….
@Caucajun32: hey hey hey its just a quote lolz its just a quote i found xD
@Lucy4: it must be o. o
@suicidekillme it is a great quote and a great sentiment. If you don’t fear death, well, that can be liberating in itself.
@caucajun: Stowing away is a dumb idea because you will get caught. But it is perfectly feasible to hitchike container ships, if you ask nicely for permission. I have a friend making a round the world hitchiking trip. He hitched one boat from New Caledonia to New Zealand, and last week hitched from New Zealand to Australia. Anything is possible, especially if you’re nice about it.