So this time i didn’t chicken out like all the other times, why didn’t i go through with it then?
well, for some reason i couldn’t fucking get it right and then my mother called me, then dad and granny, so i gave it one last chance, didn’t work, so i went back home, but i was so fucking high on sleeping pills i can’t remember what happened, i just remember i couldn’t walk straight.
Man, time goes by so fucking fast when you’re on sleeping pills, i started taking them at 12pm, and i was gonna be at the location at 1-1:30pm, but i got there at like 3:28 or some shit.
But yeah, i’ma try again soon, probably this week
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Check in with yourself, but when all parts of you are in full agreement that it’s time (ie, your head, your heart, and gut). Things will line up so that there is a flow to what you desire and you will achieve the outcome. I did the sleeping pill thing years ago….apparently wasn’t the time. I understand that better now. Best of luck and wellness to you.
What right. What’s your method.?
@softsoul
yeah thank you man
you suicidal?
@Dr dolittle
can’t mention methods here
You can in responses. I do it all the time.
@softsoul Do you believe in cure’s. Like someone who is cursed.?
aight then dr dolittle
ligature asphyxiation
What you mean hanging.?
no, tie a rope around your neck and block the carotid arteries
basically the same thing as hanging but you’re not hanging and you can still breathe
You like that show on discovery Channel. The dude who jump’s out of a plan.
You like that show on discovery Channel. The dude who jump’s out of a plan.
A warning…. if you post your exact time here someone might call the authorities.
Unless you actually want that.
Whatever happens I do hope that your path is the one that you prefer.
Sleeping pillls these days aren’t what they usedd to be, for good reason. Today prescriptions are for Benzodiazapines, they will not kill you even if you take 100 of them.
The good shit, which is still the #1 choice of Dr’s killing themselves are Barbituates, because they work. maylin monroe died of ******** overdose, hemingway Margo, died of phenobarbital, seconal and plastidils are and were the best suicide meds out there.
They are still prescribed by some dr.s yet rarely and for children the most.
If I had 15 or 20 Notec, or Nembutals I would be gone tonight.
It’ just not a drug thats available anymore.