To whom it may concern,
I gave her all I have left within my heart. My hope of knowing what love is like or how it feels has failed. She was all I had left to hold onto. She was my reason to live. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her. I would do anything for her. There is no blame to be set upon her. I am the one to blame. I have screwed up once again and always have been. Reader, I do not ask for your sympathy for I know I will not accept it. Today on this day, have I lost hope. I was never ready to live in this world. I prefer to be alone and I think that will help me with coping with my death someday. I will move to an anonymous place and live there by myself. I have given all I can give and I know that my departure will be the best for everyone. I have only wanted happiness for this woman, nothing more. She deserves to be loved and cared for. This is just my testament of my life. Like you Reader, I have cried a sea full of tears. I do not know what happiness is like nor will I ever feel it. Maybe at my death will I feel at peace or maybe I won’t. I don’t know. I do not wish to comfort you or hurt you while wrting this. You can be the judge of that. I am anonymous and I remain to stay that way. Reader, I wish you the best of luck in finding whatever it is you are searching for wether it be love or death. I wish to end my testament on this note…SYOTOS (See You On The Other Side)…goodbye.
Your common stranger,
Anonymous
2 comments
Oh this is so my story! I have given up and really see no future. She took all my hopes and dreams and any desire I had for life. I wanted her to be my everything and now she’s with someone else. I’ll tell you the one thingvthat really gets me about dying…you’ll never be able to feel the peace and release of the pain when you are gone. But then again, you may never feel it alive either. Good luck in finding what you need
There are billions of women in the world I can assure you there are at least a few with your name on her, ……. keep going.