Wrestling

Just me trying to be nice dont like to be messed with but I didnt start problems (last year) some guy kicks my ass , my first fight wow I cried after only cause.i felt stupid it didnt even hurt , kick some guys ass even though he already hates himself , ha. This year: I cried during sports p.e , went to restrooms tried to make myself throw up and cried in stall than some people realized how sad I really am because I wasnt talking but my emotions change in a snap . Hopefully people dont realize I cutt my upper arm ha wrestling . Some guy wrestles my friend like 4 times in a row leave me out as a loner I would say something but I dont want to be mean. Ill just hold in my anger to hatemyself more . Hurray I scream I hate you in the miror , cry alot .