I’ve stared cutting again. I stopped for a long time, long for me at least, but today something inside me broke and I started again. It’s not like I cut deep or anything I just hate how good it makes me feel. When I’m cutting I feel as though I can let everything go and just relax. The only time I even feel like me is when I’m cutting, but i don’t want it to be that way, I want to be able to feel things without hurting myself.
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Try a hobby, I don’t cut I’ve thought about it, blood isn’t my thing, I suggest you pick of a hobby of some sort. Me I play an instrument that helps me not worry about things and makes me feel better. Find something fun that takes your mind of things.
its probably the adrenaline rush you get from cutting yourself, its makes you feel good to feel something, it makes you feel human. maybe you should talk to someone, find things that you enjoy, some things that give you a little bit of a adrenaline rush and people who you can act yourelf around. That may be asking alot of you coz its not easy to act yourself around others but hey thats why you find people to be comfortable around, it may take time but you will get there 🙂
Nothing is more important than, that I feel good…and the same definitely applies to you.
Why not find the best thoughts you can that involve being good to you…the more you practice the better you get, and the better you get, the more you practice, the the more you practice the better you get…..etc…get where I’m going with this. Just practice good feeling thoughts and they will conjure in you a good feeling without you having to act out on yourself with a blade. The power and resources are in you to manifest this…I believe you can do it 100%. Pain free. Take care.