haven’t posted in a while

well people found out about me on here. so i haven’t posted in a while. not too much has changed in my thoughts. you know you see the future and hope for the future but you know it won’t be that way. that’s where i am. i don’t ask anyone to be sad for me. i don’t ask anyone to pray for me or care for me. i live my life as it should be, as it was planned to be. i thought that i had it all, or was working on having it all. but that all is coming to an end soon. i don’t know what the future holds for me. but i do know what i believe. and that’s why i’m here. i am so glad for this site. it really helps me realease things and be “free”.