My uncle has stage 4 skin cancer that has spread far enough it is now in his bone marrow. That means that he will never be cancer free again. It has put a lot of stress on me and my family. My family usually takes it out on me since im the youngest of 4. My uncle means the world to me, i dont know how i could go on without him. I considered suicide about 2 years ago then my uncle was pronnounced cancer free. When I found out that that report was a mistake i almost did it but my mom walked into my bathroom right before i took the pills. School and my friends have pressured and tortured me so much that ive slipped into depression. This year this guy i have been in love with for 5 months became my boyfriend and 3 hours later broke up with me because it was a joke. I fell deeper into my depression. Now im finnally realizing that my mother doesnt act like a mother to me. I want to feel loved, that is my goal in life but nobody loves me. nobody wants me here. I have even been told that. Im torn.
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im sorry about your uncle. that boy is a moron and u shouldnt have to deal with jerks like that. life is difficult, last yr my abusive “friends” pushed me to the edge, but along came one girl that helped make life bearable. sometimes life just seems to keep slaming u but sometimes it sends someone or something to help out, u just have to hold out and hope. and dont listen to whoever told u they dont want u here, i can guarentee almost everyone around u would be sad if u were gone(even your mom). just try to stay positive, u never know when it will all turn around.
Sorry about your uncle. I was with my father when he was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer, he was dead in 3 weeks, I was with him when he took his last breaths.
Hang in there, life changes.
Sorry Goalie. Cancer is a drag. My dad died of cancer and that was when I slipped into the worst depression of my life and went on meds. It really helped. Not sure of your experience with them, but if you have access to them, you might give them a try. I also used St. Johns Wort with success. Good luck and know it gets better.
I’m so sorry to hear that. I hope that you understand that people here care, more than those “friends” of yours. You sound like your young, and I hope that you will be okay. I’m the youngest of several too and my family always blames me, or just fights and fights with me around. I hope so much that you are okay…..because i need your hope.