the word “WORTHLESS” that i carved into my left leg hurts so bad.. the scar is gone… but the pain is still there… for some reason i dont scar…. i wish i did so i would remember what ive done to say wait this hurt dont do it again…. but no because i dont scar i keep cutting…. and after afiew days the cut is fucking gone….. why? i dont understand… iwish the pain and the burning would stop… it fucking burns like hell today… fuck this.. i need to go back to bed.. wish i could ditch school right now and go home… i miss my daddy.. and my mommy…. i want a good old fashion mommy hug so i can cry and feel better… but my mommy has her own depression.. i dont wanna worry her or add on to her depression… guess ill just hug myself…. fuck! this burns!!!!!!
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Worthless. That’s exactly how I feel. And I am furious at the bloody world to make me feel that way.
same here… i hate that word especially being called that so many times…
virtual hug!
-Careless world.
maybe your mom needs a hug as much as you do…? depression is isolating…you have to fight the isolation. it’s hard, i know…
I cut myself and don’t scar it feels nice to be the strong blood that comes hashing out of it but then I think sht what have I done I do it coz I feel like a waste of space a outsider -_-